Most people are other people.
Their thoughts are someone else's opinions,
their lives a mimicry,
their passions a quotation.
Oscar Wilde
just got back from beijing yesterday. what a blast. the teachers trusted us. and i guess we didn't really disappoint. it was boring on the one hand. but fun on the other. at least i got to see liverpool kicking chelsea's ass. and well. i bought some stuff. and well, it was fun slacking with a whole bunch of dudes and talking cock. i suppose. hahaha. now back to school. argh.
12:04 PM
i feel like i'm standing at some kind of threshold in my life. somehow, i feel like i'm slipping and sliding and yet, i'm also feeling like i'm pushing and probing, ready to take the next step up. go me! haha.
9:42 PM
unbelievably, i sit here this day, the ninth of april, two thousand and six. i guess in many ways, my life has been a kaleidoscopic myriad. and in many others, its been a bore, routine, but i guess, never really a chore. tomorrow, an announcment. one that would probably greatly determine where my time and focus, my concern and my fretting would be devoted to. but i guess, regardless, i will not allow myself to be obssessive with any of my work. First comes my spiritual relationship, then comes my family and friends. then SLEEP =P and then only work. With every passing day, my commitment to each of the 4 things above has to be renewed, refreshed. And that way, i actually look forward to each new day. april the tenth. here i come.
10:00 PM
grrrrrr.... msn is refusing to let me load solitaire showdown. i'm in a considerably perkier mood these days. thankfully. my mood swings are worthy of a woman. =P forgive me all you raging feminists out there XP
10:25 PM
i've thought about it. and i've thought about it again. and again. and i still can't figure why i'm stuck in this damned ennui. nothing seems to fire my imagination these days. my daily routine how just involves retreating into my shell. my comfort zone. and well. yes. being anti-social. being listless. being uninterested. i do what i need to do. and that's that. i need to be doing what i WANT to do. not just what i need to do. but i'm just not feeling it right now.
9:55 PM