Most people are other people.
Their thoughts are someone else's opinions,
their lives a mimicry,
their passions a quotation.
Oscar Wilde
i'm at the airport now. this week has been a week of reflection. an afternoon of solitude yesterday. and a further 3 days in hongkong for me to think, away from distractions.
6:38 AM
disgusting weather. disgusting day. when you can't even win in fifa, then you know something's up. i shall go out and be anti.
11:59 AM
yuck. i don't feel right. physically, i'm nursing a couple of crocked limbs. emotionally, i dunno. i don't really want an entire one month break from school. i hate feeling alone.
11:29 PM
phew! it feels great to finally have gotten so much stuff off my plate. my body screams out for sleep, but on the other hand, i feel refreshed. like i'm starting on a clean slate again. no more stress hahaha. the sky is beautiful right now. clear blue. with nice wooly clouds. hmmmm
6:05 PM
i'm stresseddddddd. i blame it on the lack of chocolate.
9:07 PM
strangely, i blog for the second time today. I've been on the comp the whole day. from 9 this morning. no good for my eyes i know. but well, i've never done so much work in a day this year. actually, for that matter, i've probably never chatted with so many different pple in a single day before. had some really nice chats with a few pple. i'm happy :)
12:39 AM
yesterday was a rather good day. i got back my chem test. and somehow passed. like on the dot. which means i passed all my term tests without studying. haven't gotten back english and chinese though. but in anycase, the results were not altogether of any standard and this june, it seems, shall be a rather agonising one.
9:54 AM
somehow, i feel like i've gone through all of this before.
10:31 PM
I've let my standards slip. In the past, it would have been inconceivable that mun would not touch any of his notes or textbooks before a test, let alone 4 tests. I look back at the past two weeks and wonder. What in the heavens was passing through my mind. I'm just thankful i pulled through math and econs rather okay, scraped through my physics, and well, chem, nothing needs to be said. This june hols is gonna be catch-up time.
9:39 PM
School life is perhaps as eventful as it can get. And it looks like more fun over the next year! tests have passed rather smoothly. i hope at least. just two more next week. a nice vesak day holiday to look forward to on friday. and well, i guess my life is rather smooth sailing right now. and i thank God for that.
8:24 PM
With that, we see some dreams dashed, some spirits crushed. And sometimes, i begin to wonder, what we do all this for. How many actually mean what they say. How many possess the drive to see through what they start. Are we men of action? Do-ers of Deeds? or simply men of talk? I suppose the landscape that faces us over the course of the year has changed drastically. I can't quite see past the current mist. But i do seem to make out a glimpse of a rainbow.
11:32 AM