Most people are other people.
Their thoughts are someone else's opinions,
their lives a mimicry,
their passions a quotation.
Oscar Wilde
if there were some things in life that really sustain you and keep you going, then a simple smile or wave would surely be one of them.
8:04 PM
how do you make a choice when you know that whatever the decision, you lose out?
5:25 PM
on my mind.
10:20 PM
my sporadic bouts of unhappiness and moods are obviously never good for me. but it's still me you know. i've got to deal with me. i just regret that they've left an indelible mark on others who don't deserve it.
10:31 PM
i'm not as insensitive or unfeeling as you may think.
10:57 PM
where's my red umbrella?
8:54 PM
lalala. unbelievably i'm still up at this time. for the second night in succession. last night, went for jamie cullum's concert. good. but not great. then went to chijmes to watch england against t&t. which was rather boring. i might have fallen asleep if not for the second hand smoke i was inhaling and the stupid english drunkards who were singing away whilst insulting owen and crouch, all the while littering their disjointed speech with colourful vulgarities.
1:29 AM
For the first time today, i finished the Hours in one sitting. and it never fails to amaze me this book. so beautifully crafted, 3 stories intertwined and brought together in a fitting end. i even managed to finish the movie on dvd in one sitting. today, i feel like i've achieved in a day more than i have in a long while. everywhere i turn, i see beauty. beauty in words. beauty in pictures. beauty in everything - life, love and the hours.
10:24 PM
today has been an exceedingly fruitful day. i have reached ep 7 of e mo zai shen bian, i finished my trigo ws, i talked to lots of pple, i played hexic for the first time in ages, i suanned, i bullied. ah yes. bliss.
9:15 PM
in many ways, this little game of hide and seek, this mutual silence, is all too familiar. all too stark in my memory.
5:46 PM
i think i think too much.
10:32 AM
i've been feeling totally ill at ease with myself this past week. and it's all kinda boiling over today. today. the 5th of june. today. i'm letting emotion spill out of me.
9:31 PM
had a nice day yesterday. hockey then cell. then dinner with royston hahaha. hadn't gone out with toh in soo long. like since beijing lol. it's so fun to go out with toh. we just sat and talked and talked and talked over dinner. everyone seems to get more and more distant, but there's always still toh! hahaha. i know he won't ever read this but that's okay. it now makes perfect sense that in hongkong, the only person i thought to get a present for, was toh. hahahaha. maybe i should learn to be content with just toh :) hahaha
10:00 AM
i have been suanned non stop for like the pass 2 days. unfair.
1:17 PM
okay back from hongkong. it was really short the trip. rushed here and there. but it hk still pwns you. bought some stuff. so i'm rather happy lol. went out with kach and later on jinyi and song and shreya today. slacked our day away at marina. and i just got home. like just made it in time hahaha. anyway, i've decided to enjoy myself this week, then next week i'll really start getting down to work.
10:18 PM