Moments of Being: The Hours, The Days, and The Years

26 September 2006

i'm in the school comp lab now. bishant singh baedy is doing her own thing as usual and i'm sitting here blogging while jamal is tagging on my tagboard. wow. okay. nvm. just felt like letting the world know i'm still alive. bye.

9:30 AM

21 September 2006

time can heal wounds, but it always leaves scars. i just wish i could scrub all this guilt away. my emotional epicenter is collapsing in a whirlpool of spinning tears.

6:00 PM

17 September 2006

to say the very least, it has been a very trying period indeed. i have been prone to breakdowns of late and i'm just dragging myself through each day. but i really want to take this opportunity to thank all of you out there for being there for me.

to royston. i don't have to say anything. thanks for being you.

to josh, thank you for being there supporting me throughout the past couple of weeks. apprepriate everything.

to soonkai, thanks for playing hexic with me :) and a lot more.

to shiv, thanks for being painfully honest and frank with me always. its been quite some time hasn't it. primary 1 haha.

to zy, thank you for just being there in class, online. you're humorous, never fail to brighten up my day.

to jamal, thanks for sharing my burdens from the start. for being there when i needed to talk.

to shreya, thanks for listening today.

to david, thanks for asking.

to jing, thanks for bearing with all the ranting. thanks for the sharing, for being there.

to mich, thanks for still being here today after what is it? 2 and a half years now.

and to anyone out there i've missed, thank you. all of you have affected my life somehow or another. thank you.

9:25 PM

16 September 2006

i find it increasingly difficult to focus. the emotional taxation of my life is rendering me penniless in spirit, weary, and quite simply, empty. but circumstance dictates that i have to run. so i continue, running on empty.

10:25 PM

13 September 2006

thank you.

and,
sorry.

10:43 PM

12 September 2006

i only want to do what's fair and just and right. whatever it is, i pray forgiveness is forthcoming.

11:13 PM

10 September 2006

please please please don't do this to me. as it is, i'm living on tenterhooks. i'm being hit on all sides with very effective collisions, which leaves me highly reactive right now.

just. give.me.some.space.to.breathe.

6:07 PM

09 September 2006

i've gone hiding these pass few days. not that the solitude really helped achieve any sort of peace of mind. the progress with work is still, as ever, slow.

9:26 PM

07 September 2006

finally i get my keyboard and mouse back.

ever since i read some stuff at HKIA, i've kinda been thinking, and thinking, and thinking. i realise, in many ways, i'm clinging on to memories of the past, and kinda forsaking hopes for the future. but after all that, my only conclusion, is that i owe you a lot. you changed my life forever. all i have to say to that is, thank you.

2:57 PM

01 September 2006

i'm at the airport now. leaving in an hour.

it's so deja vu.

i'll miss all of you haha. even if its only 4 days. :)

6:53 AM