25 January 2006
why do people cry themselves dry, whine themselves breathless. worry themselves sick. admittedly, i used to do all that. and frequently too. but i never understood why i did it and i still can't grasp the rationale. quite apparent to us all, is an option that probably unquestionably is greatly better than draining yourself emotionally. why think so much? why cry over spilt milk? why worry? face it. get on with life. but that's all easier said than done. we humans are after all, the most emotional cretins on the face of the earth.
relating this to myself, i'm this year a lot happier. carefree. but i wonder if that's because i've become numb to the stress or the pain. is that actually a good thing? i wonder. and i'm sure you will too. eventually.
7:18 PM