07 February 2006
the world's spinning around you. you cup your hands. plant your face behind the curtains you call your fingers. close those weary eyes. part of you just wants to give up. to rest. to not give a damn about everything around you.
but even as you do that, you know there are pple around you looking. maybe even staring. no matter where you try to hide, your problems and responsibilities, your fatigue, they always catches up with you. never fails to find you.
i've been feeling so lifeless this past day, i might as well have been dead. i just don't feel any energy. nothing coursing through my veins. i just want to lie down and sleep. soundly for once. but of course, homework beckons.
8:21 PM
