05 June 2006
i've been feeling totally ill at ease with myself this past week. and it's all kinda boiling over today. today. the 5th of june. today. i'm letting emotion spill out of me.
i've always had my fears. like all you pple out there have too. but i've never really dared face them. take them by the horns. in many ways, i'm a coward. all i know is running. away. taking the easy route. running.
coward.things stare at me in the face. i've always believed in choice, and cause and effect. now i guess, there are decisions for me to make. am i still going to take the easy route out and run? i dunno. i just don't want to feel those pangs of regret anymore.
9:31 PM
